So how did this happen? Was it in the city?
Up against the wall, with strangers looking at me?
I never thought I would be like this,
a self-centered pessimist,
but with a lack of common sense
and direction to get out of this mess.
You’re just wasting your time.
I’m not trying to hurt you.
I’m sorry I lied,
I thought it would make things better.
Leave me alone.
Her voice still haunts me to this day.
Please don’t cry, you are the savior in my life
This heart couldn’t beat without you.
I am a liar, yes I am a thief.
I took shelter in your head and when you needed me I left.
I ran away, with your thoughts and imagination
Your voice and will to carry conversations
I hope you decline my apology
Then maybe someday we’ll see how much I need you.
Don’t forget who I am
I know what I did wrong.
I’m still trying to be a better person
a better man for everyone
for everyone but me.
You say that I’m invincible
but I don’t feel that way.